Okay, I’m journaling while working which would surely have made me happy if i were the me a year ago…I used to feel lucky…like I cheated on an exam while everyone was working their assess off to comply. I used to think ‘wooh, bet others can’t do this with their regular office jobs’ and feel lucky that I can (secretly) do what I want while clocking in my hours. I’m still glad though…a little. just a wee bit.but nothing more. now that i just turned 28, this ‘priviledge’ is a sad one. makes me think that my job is not really that valuable or that it’s so clear that I should be doing something else.
I want to be so immersed in what I do…so much that I won’t be able or won’t have the urge to journal or facebook or pin stuff. I want something more sustainable and valuable than a menial job that allows me to insert snippets of quick escapes.
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